Saturday, May 09, 2009 @ 1:51 PM




OVERWHELMED.

right now, i'm trying to accept the fact and be interested in what i'm going to do for the rest of my life, or at least my 4 to 5 years in the university. but my dad's kind of still sore about the results, though he didn't explicitly say it. still debating if i made the right decision 2 years back after the release of O Level results, discussing future plans like overseas study mid-course or after-course to pursue my first choice, moving into management and stuff.

considering appealing, but chances are way too slim this time. according to a classmate, or rather ex-classmate, we're required to submit a 1000 word letter and as many recommendations as possible. how am i going to get different recommendations during this short period of time. i haven't got any cards to play from the beginning and i'm bold enough to actually go along with the game. even if i do have the cards, i believe i've played it all. i don't like this; feels like giving up.

part of me says wait for the turnover, another part says appeal, and a larger portion told me to accept, move on and make the best out of the outcome. HELP! guess it's time to reflect again.

and you know, that no matter how bad it gets now, it will have to end one day.