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Friday, August 06, 2004 @ 8:18 AM
haiyoz, today when i go sch, saw my kor, i stand in front of him horx, he juz look ahead n STROLLED, he din notice my presence at all, getting more blur le la.. thinking abt sth bahx.. he graduating soon le.. will miss his nonsense de..
den today dat guy sit beside me din come la, horx felix.. den the literature skit have to do by ourselves.. tcher noe dat we last minute work one den give us 11/20 only lehx.. we act lyk siao le lorx, lotsa ppl forget their lines, so we added lotsa things dat weren't in the script at all.. hahaz, quite fun la.. den the grandmother faint we oso nv bother to pick HIM up!
heyz.. i lyk starting to lyk PINK lehx.. cant be bahx.. i still lyk BLACK, it still rawkz!
today recess me, frs, lyx, ywd, wjy n otherz stay back to do the notice board, due today ma.. lotsa classes copy our ideas lorx.. not fair de! wan complain! we draw the ppl n tchers in our class, they oso copy.. anyway, we stay till quite late, till we were late for the assembly in the hall.. before we went, some prefects went up to our class n told us to go down for recess, cuz we're not suppose to stay in class during recess, they told us to complete our board after school, but the problem is we got no time ma.. some ppl got hmt, den the rest got reading pro at the library. if got time to do after school we not so stupid as to give up our recess de la. one of 'em still.. haiz, dun say la, it's a bad thing after all, dun wanna spoil sch reputation.. we admit we're wrong to stay in class la, but den no nid to lydat de ma.. if kena sack is wad she deserves lor, though we're bad to report her.. den we sit by the side of the hall, cant hear the tcher speaking clearly, so we missed out some pts, have to ask clazmates..
den after music lesson, aloy they all lyk keeping sth frm me, dun lemme noe, but i noe it's abt me de la.. they juz keep saying "today music lesson very fun horx?", den they luff.. den after sch got reading pro, came across 2 books which i wanted to borrow, been finding one of the books for a long time le.. but in the end borrow one book only, the one dat i had read half way.. frs, lyx, twh they all go do notice board, they 45 min later den go for their hmt, haix, feel so bad, they go to ngee ann late juz to finish the notice board..
den after the reading i go down to canteen, thinking of finding one of my seniors, go home together, but den cant find her.. oso wan ask her sth abt tml ma.. i scanned the whole canteen for her lorx.. my frenz eat..juz blur blur stand there lehx.. dunno wad i thinking man.. den my classmates pulled of wjy's rubber band, den she have to run all over, chasing them for her rubber band, so poor thing siaz.
hahz, den the rehearsal at d' marquee quite fun la, but den the "a ren wu" show temper, den we released late.. one of my seniors juz shouted "wei" so loudly lorx.. scare me manx, din noe she really gonna erupt so soon.. den later we go eat at kfc, very hungry siaz.. hehe, eat cheese fries, my favourite.. haiya, now very hungry le la, i haven eat lunch siaz, juz thinking abt cheese fries makes my mouth water siaz..
after sch i heard dat tml no band ar, but dunno true not, cuz i in library, so din hear anything.. actually i dun really wanna go tml de if have, juz scared dat conductor angry ma, cuz she took the effort to come, den we all nv turn up.. more den half the band dun wanna go lorx, the whole of 2 sec ones classes not going le lorx, n the 2 classes consist of the most no. of the sec one population in band.. den some others oso dun wanna go lor.. i dun wanna go cuz i nid a break le la.. bin getting headaches so often now, think is cuz of exhaustion la.. every day got sth on, den diz tue, my only rest day after 2 wks every month, throughout the yr, is taken away by dat rehearsal.. haiz, thot dat i can cope, but in the end i so weak siaz.. but for the sake of my future, n my dream of getting into a jc n den into university, den earn lotsa money horx, diz is necessary lorx.. den i oso have to be on par wif my cousin if not her parents will look down on me, i psle already lose her le, cant bring any more shame to my parents siaz.. i oso have my pride de. she got into triple science.. i oso have to le lorx, my only path to choose, cuz u take triple sc in sec sch, go jc dun nid to study as hard as those hu got into combined sc.. aiyah, triple sc shud have lotsa advantages bahx.. hmMzZ, so bo bian lorx, for my future sake, i have to make full use of the day to realise my dream, have to work extremely hard for my goal, if not it will be too late for regrets.. my 1st priority:family, 2nd: studies, 3rd: frenz, 4th: myself.. may change la, cuz money still haven come in yet, i haven work ma.. hahaz. have to support my family n c my brother thru university ma, so bo bian la, i eldest wad, only got diz one brother..
k le la, blog again nx time, typed very long le bahx.. hahaz.. o ya, came across a quote when reading my autograph book, my clazmate wrote it n i find it meaningful n i lyk it a lot. so, here it goes: It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is most painful, is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how u feel.
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